Heartbroken

I miss you, I miss you like crazy. I miss our long Saturday nights just laying around the house doing nothing, I took that granted. I said I hated it, but now that it’s gone, I miss it more than anything in this world. I miss you more than anything in this world. Saying I wanted to be done with you was a huge mistake. I want you back in my life. I hate the thought of being alone and I hate the thought of you being single. I feel like there’s this one group of girls out there ready to snatch you away from me whenever they can. I’m sorry for putting you on the spot this early in the morning, but I can’t take it anymore. I feel so lonely at night when I have no one to talk to. I’m realizing how in love I am with you, considering I can’t even keep my word for staying away from you. You said yesterday I needed to stop thinking about you and love life but I can’t do that. You’re the only thing on my mind 24/7, I dream about what our future holds for us, yesterday being with **** and ****** made me want to cry because all of a sudden I really don’t have that. Sorry this is so long, it had to be said at some point. I want you to be in my life, I want you to my valentine, I want to go to prom with you, I want us to be together for our 2 year anniversary, I want to spend a 3rd birthday with you in April, I want another long summer with you. I can’t take being alone anymore. I can’t do it. It’s breaking me even more, I’ve never cried this much in my life. I know you need time to sort through your feelings too, but keep this in mind: I love you more than anything in this world and I wouldn’t trade you for any other guys in this world. I don’t care if another guy can offer to buy me nice things and take me out to nice dinners, I don’t want that. I want you to love me. I wanna lay around the house and eat all day with you. I wanna buy you Zaxbys and chick fil a whenever you want it like I used to. I want you to love me again. I want you to talk to me about our future with little guy and tank. I want that. Please just read every little word in this text and please hangout with me today, I’m begging you. I need to see you more than anything right now.